My 616th Journal Entry

Hi, Journal!

Oh boy, I can't believe Claire just said this to me, she said she thinks I'm inspiring!

I kinda sorta wanted to say something like, "Are you pranking me? Is this a prank?" But ...

Holy moley, Journal, I believed her! Me! Inspiring! It's not like Claire never jokes around and says silly stuff or anything, but she wouldn't joke about something like that. And also, you can usually tell when Claire is joking. She's not very good at being a trickster. Unless I guess you count keeping a straight face while she's setting up a big pun.

Anyway, the thing is, Journal, when she said it, I felt like something inside me raised its hand and said, "Yoo-hoo! I'm the part she's talking about!" Like ...

I understood there was this thing in me that could be inspiring to people, and not just because I might do something super-cool and awesome, but because there's something about the way I am that's ... well ... WONDERFUL! And I'm not even going to ask if that sounds stuck-up, Journal, because you know, people who decide they're going to do it can just be wonderful.

It's true! Maybe somebody can't be a mountain climber, or a brain surgeon, or even class president their senior year of high school. But everybody can be wonderful just by deciding to be that way.

Because it's not that hard to be kind and sweet and happy to see other people being happy.

You've just got to make a habit of it! And remember how great it feels when you smile at somebody and it makes them smile back!

So now I'm going to hand the computer back to Claire and maybe this post will inspire her to write a post of her own! (That will probably be ten times bester than this one!)

Love you, Journal!

Ariel

My 615th Journal Entry

Hi, Journal!

Whew!

So I just went and looked at Claire's blog, and she actually blogged twice yesterday, so the same number as I did, and it didn't look like I was trying to out-post her at all.

And even better, now if she sees I posted two more times today, it will maybe I hope motivate her to post two more times too, since I know she's been worried about whether she'll break her number-of-posts-this-year record this year, so definitely I want to help her stay psyched about that!

Hooray for us, Journal!

My 614th Journal Entry

Hi, Journal!

Oh, gosh. I blogged 2 posts yesterday after I saw Claire blogging and got all inspired by her and now I just realized she probably only blogged one post and now I look like I'm trying to out-post her again, which I'm totally not.

And now here I am blogging about how I'm not trying to out-post her, and what if it looks like I'm saying, "See, I can out-post you even when I'm not even trying to!"

Maybe I'd better not post this, but then if she asks me what I was doing on the computer and I tell her she'll still know that obviously I seem to be able to out-post her even without trying and in fact I have to try extra hard not to out-post her and won't that be even worse?

Or I'd have to lie, and that for sure would be worse.

I guess I'm screwed no matter what I do.

Anyway, love you, Journal. Even if maybe right now you're kind of getting me in trouble.

My 613th Journal Entry

Hi, Journal!

Wow. I just saw that April of this year is the very first month I didn't write any journal entries since I started journaling.

How weird is it that having such a big journal fail in April makes me feel like I'm actually a pretty good journaler?

My 612th Journal Entry

Hi, Journal!

I think I'm doing a pretty good job being chill about how much or how little I've been journaling lately. Obviously, I'd sure like to journal more, but I'm not beating myself up about it or feeling guilty for neglecting you, although that last part is mostly because I know you're the most super-supportive journal you could be and you for sure wouldn't want me to feel guilty.

Dang, you're just the best, Journal!

I sure am glad I started you!

Love,

Ariel