Hi, Journal!
Wowzer-wow-kapow, Journal ... the last two weeks have been amaziiiiing!
I guess I had gotten pretty used to only holding and hugging my boyfriend and girlfriends from inside my box while my back was hurt, and it was always so good every time I could do that, because I just love them all so much and spending time with them is the most beautiful thing in the world and looking into MSG's eyes, or Elle's, or having Sash tickle me or Claire bump my nose with her nose or just lying there cuddling with Hettie or Akane while either one of them talked (because they both talk so great!) -- all of it always seemed like the most perfect thing anybody could ever experience.
And then OMG MY BACK GOT FIXED AND I COULD GET OUT OF MY BOX AND, AND --
WOOOOOSHHHH!!!
All of the awkwardness of being in my box and people having to deal with that and figure out how to snuggle or hug was gone.
You really don't notice how much you miss something like just holding someone you love in bed and looking at their eyes and being able to roll this way or that and change the angle you're looking at them without even thinking about it or even just spread out and take up all kinds of space in the bed -- and then you're able to do all that again and it's just ... wow!
It's the best.
Let's not ever do that breaking my back thing again ever, right?
Love you!
Aers